23:11 Chapter 82
¹Green Minded - The word Green is "Berde", which sounds like "Birdie"(The common tagalog euphemism for a p.e.n.i.s). So Green Minded means a person has dirty thoughts about something that was innocently spoken/happened. Day 082
11:11pm
Jhing is typing. . .
Rico: (●'∀｀●)
11:12pm
Jhing: Tangina Im so p.i.s.sed!
Rico:
Rico: It was just my birthday yesterday and you chose to start our chat with cursing?
Rico: Cant you just be loving so everyone is happy?
Rico:
Jhing: Ugh Im seriously annoyed f.u.k f.u.k f.u.k d.a.m.n it!
11:13pm
Rico: What happened?
Jhing: Im p.i.s.sed.
Rico: Really?! It wasnt obvious! O_O
Jhing: f.u.c.k you.
Rico: Seriously, what happened?
Jhing: People. People happened!
Rico: Awtsu thank G.o.d Im an angel and not human! ε('∀｀●)з
11:15pm
Jhing:
Rico: Joke. ε(･д･'*)з
11:18pm
Rico: Tell me why?
11:19pm
Jhing: Dont want to.
Rico: Yieee she wants to be coaxed! :">
Jhing: Ugh!
Rico: Ugh
Rico: So?
Seen 11:20pm
11:23pm
Jhing: There's this person who accused me for being a writer who doesn't give a s.h.i.t to readers. She said I dont have shame and keep making them wait for my updates.
Jhing: WTF.
Rico: Awtsu.
11:24pm
Jhing: So good! Shes so good, I want to&h.e.l.lip; ugh!
Rico: Want to what?
Jhing: I dont know!
11:25pm
Rico: Hug?
Rico: Tightly?
Rico: On the neck?
Rico: With a rope?
Jhing: Yes! Bwisit.
Rico: Hahahahahaha go ahead, just vent out all your feelings.
11:28pm
Jhing: Ill update a new chapter if I have one ah. I'm thankful for my readers, yes, but some have too much expectations about me. If they could just see my messed up life, they would be embarra.s.sed about giving out their stupid opinions.
Jhing: Can't they just f.u.c.king wait? Can't they just give me time? Instead of using writing as a stress reliever, it turns into a stressor instead because of those demands. It's nice and all that I feel like a needed person but f.u.c.k, seriously what the f.u.c.k?
Rico: You sound man.
Jhing: Cause I'm fuming ad!
Rico: ( ' _ ' )
Jhing: I hate it. I hate it. I hate it!
11:29pm
Rico: I dont know what to say.
Rico: Do you need a hug?
Rico: (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
Jhing: Hug yourself.
Rico: You dont want my hug? ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)
Jhing: Looks like a pervert.
11:30pm
Rico: The person you hate is them, right!? Why are you being so cold to me then!?
Jhing: Youre the one Im talking to!
Rico: Just me? :">
Jhing: Bwisit.
Rico: Hahaha. What did you say to that reader?
Jhing: Is she even my reader?
11:31pm
Rico: I thought shes waiting for your updates?
Jhing: I don't consider that person as a reader. If she's my reader, she'll understand that I dont just simple p.o.o.p my chapters out.
Rico: It would be really smelly if you do.
Jhing: ._.
Rico: What?????
Jhing: Bwisit.
Jhing: You and your weird comebacks.
Rico: But you like them. :">
11:32pm
Jhing: Whatever.
Rico: Why arent you posting a status about that?
Jhing: For what?
Rico: To give her a slap on the face. щ(ಠ益ಠщ)
Jhing: I want to. I really want to curse her. I want to embarra.s.s her. And show her that I can topple her in just one click.
Jhing: But nah.
11:32pm
Rico: Why not?
Rico: Youre tired?
Jhing: Yeah. They just think about themselves and not minding what the h.e.l.l we writers are thinking and feeling. We are all just humans like them.
11:33pm
Jhing: And once I posted, a lot of people will get angry. *They keep on giving us the 'treatment' where in fact, we, writers, want readers who can appreciate our work. Not some paparazzi in a reader disguise. *
Rico: A lot of people love gossips after all.
Jhing: And what? They will gossip about our personal lives? If they saw something wrong, they will use that against us to bring us down? Then what?
Rico: Self fulfillment hahah!
Jhing: Bulls.h.i.t.
11:34pm
Rico: More trashtalk! hehe
Jhing: Trashtalk?
Rico: Yeah. Just like when Im playing LoL or DotA 2 with my tropas, or even just tetris&h.e.l.lip; we often trashtalk our opponents to vent our anger especially to those noobs.
Rico: Like "Youre so weak at tetris, why dont you just play a brick game!?!"
Jhing: I know what trashtalk means.
Rico: Then why did you asked?
11:35pm
Jhing: In the world full of writers, you don't do trashtalk. You write. Just write. Keep writing and don't give any f.u.c.ks to other people.
Rico: No fun.
Jhing: No fun in your face. Do you want me to stab you?
11:36pm
Rico: Were going to meet in real life? :">
Jhing: (－‸ლ)
Rico: Just kidding. . . you were too stressed ah
Jhing: Because theyre too much.
Rico: But arent you a published author and not online? You should be okay already, no? I dont get it, sorry. I dont know anything about your world.
11:37pm
Jhing: Its better not to know because when you see whats in this world, you will think to yourself "I wish I didnt come here."
Rico: That much?
Jhing: I don't know. Maybe no? Maybe yes? It depends on what you reached.
Rico: What do you mean?
11:39pm
Jhing: To be honest, when you're on top, it doesn't mean you have the privilege on everything. Yeah, right, you're on spotlight. Everyone watches you like a performer in front of an audience. But they will nitpick every action or every word, and they will always make a big deal out of the smallest of things. They want to see every inches of the corner. They want to judge as if they know better. Sometimes, youll wish to go back in time when they still dont know who you are.
Jhing: The more you're known, the more hate you'll get. And not everyone can handle the hate.
11:40pm
Jhing: Imagine this. Youre alone but you will be shot by different people, from different of places, and different angles, using different types of guns.
Jhing: If you defend your front, they will shoot you at your back. If you defend your back, they will shoot your front.
Jhing: There's no f.u.c.king way out.
11:42pm
Rico: There's a way out.
Jhing: O really? Where?
Rico: In my heart.
Jhing: (－‸ლ)
Rico: Joke.
Rico: I'm willing to take a bullet for you.
Seen 11:43pm
Jhing: A bullet? Just one?
Rico: Of course just one! Its an abuse if I take all the bullets!
Jhing: :p
Jhing: I'd rather take all the bullets and shoot them with my success in return.
Rico: Wow ah!
Rico: THATS A IN YOUR FACE MOMENT!
Rico: Nice one!
Rico: High five! o/
Seen 11:44pm
Rico: :(((
Rico: Ill just shoot them back.
Rico: Im prepared. ( -_･) ︻デ═一 ▸
Seen 11:45pm
Rico: :(((
11:46pm
Rico: But arent you happy that a lot of people read your stories?
Jhing: Yeah, we feel fulfilled that people appreciates us and our works despite the ocean of good authors and stories.
11:47pm
Jhing: But if you take into account of your popularity? It's not that easy as it looks. The demand, not just for your updates, but you as a person as well will come. They will demand for your attention. When you seen a "Can we be friends?" or "Please, add me," even though your friend list is already full, there would always be someone who will curse about you being conceited because youre famous.
Rico: Unlike me who no matter how many times you seened, never talked bad about you. :')
Jhing: Well, you're different.
11:49pm
Jhing is typing. . .
11:51pm
Jhing: Im not saying everyone is like that but yeah, they exist. They cant move on when they get ignored. You have your reasons but they still get mad. When they start ranting, you dont have the right to protect yourself because thats rude. You still have a reputation to think of. You need to be a good example to others. You dont have the right to counterback because youre a kind person; youre a writer.
Rico: Thats tough.
11:52pm
Rico: Just quit being a writer. Lets just peel some potatoes.
Seen 11:52pm
Rico: Joke.
Rico: But it proves that the quote from Spiderman is true, "With great power comes great responsibility."
Jhing: Yeah, I guess.
Rico: It will be my motto from now on. ＼(^▽^＠)ノ
Jhing: (－‸ლ)
11:53pm
Rico: Youre not happy on Wattpad anymore?
Jhing: I love the free stuff. Readers give gifts even though I dont ask for it. They're generous like that.
Rico: Yes ah, I noticed last time at MIBF.
11:54pm
Jhing: ._.
Jhing: Stalker.
Rico: Its admirer. :"<
Jhing: Whatever.
11:55pm
Jhing: And oh, I love the interaction. I now realized that I can make someone happy. At the same time, I also learn from their advices. I improved immensely.
Rico: Jhing, were speaking in Tagalog so why the sudden entrance of the word "immensely"? Dont be like this.
Jhing: Haha! Why do you care?
Rico: Nothing, really.
Rico: Im just happy that I finally made you "haha"
Seen 11:57pm
Rico: Are you okay now?
Seen 11:58pm
Rico: Awtsu Jhing got embarra.s.sed. :">
12:02am
Jhing: Im fine.
Rico: Yehey! I get scared when youre mad.
Jhing: Sorry.
12:04am
Rico: Its okay. Im happy that you trust me and rant all those out to me. :>
Rico: I can spread this to the media and threaten you.
12:07am
Jhing: f.u.c.k you.
Rico: Joke! I can never do that to you.
Rico: And about the f.u.c.k you&h.e.l.lip;. You know my answer to that.
Jhing: Youre a pervert.
12:08am
Rico: AY GREEN MINDED¹.
Jhing: ._.
Rico: Hahaha just kidding.
Rico: Smile, Jhing.
12:09am
Rico: I dont what kind of life you experience and I dont like to say that its okay when I know its not.
Rico: So I will do everything to the best of my abilities to make you smile.
Rico: *smile*
Seen 12:10am
12:23am
Jhing: Thank you, Jesus Crux.
12:29am
Rico: Leche?
Jhing: Haha! :p
12:30am
Rico: Awtsu.
12:44am
Jhing: Leche.