Please Be More Serious Chapter 11-13
Chapter 11 Between two rose bushes
Zhengqing quickly text back: No need to stop her.
But Yin Ting did not reply, which made Zhengqing
apprehensive. Did girl would not do something to let him lose face, right?
Huizhu finished sending her email at that moment, and turned
back to Zhengqing to find him also looking at his phone, ‘I am sorry,’ she
said, ‘Today is really chaotic.’
‘It’s okay,’ Zhengqing replied while wondering whether Yin
Ting did manage to send May Shen off.
Zhengqing’s reply was a bit absent-minded, which made Huizhu
think of her behaviour earlier, so she apologised, ‘Sorry about everything
today, I am a bit annoyed and may have come off rude. I hope you and your
acquaintance don’t mind.’
Zhengqing smiled at her and said, ‘It really doesn’t matter.
I understand very well. Everyone has high pressure times in their work. Yin
Ting also thought you may be tired from work, but you still kept your
appointment. She said you were very good. Don’t feel bad, anyone can
understand.’
Huizhu was surprised. Yin Ting said that? It made her feel
guilty. She had lost patience, especially with the shouting children. They had
been innocent. She subconsciously looked out the window to see Yin Ting and the
three children walking away while an attractive woman carrying high fashion
branded carrier bags waving them off. The woman turned and seemed to seemed to
notice Zhengqing, her expression turned bright and she headed into the
restaurant. That woman’s expression made Huizhu on edge.
At that time, Zhengqing received a text: Sorry, I could not
head her off. She said she must eat there. I have tried but of course could not
reveal the secret. So I’m taking the children first. (Zuben: I dunno how she
thought she was going to do that, May was already someone Yin Ting could not
win against)
Zhengqing put down his phone and looked up to see Jiaqi walk
up to their table, ‘Qiu zong, really skilful.’
The Jiaqi turned to Huizhu. The two women regarded each
other; Jiaqi was smiling while Huizhu looked at her silently. Zhengqing
introduced them to each other. The two women smiled and shook hands.
Zhengqing was dumbstruck; Shen Jiaqi said she must eat here?
And Yin Ting had run off? But it seemed that he had been somewhat infected by
Yin Ting’s ideas, and was feeling a small trepidation. But that was not right,
he had done nothing wrong.
Jiaqi began to talk very casually, ‘I was just shopping, and
then I thought to have some lunch. I did not expect to meet someone I know. You
don’t mind if I have lunch with you two, do you?’
Zhengqing looked at Huizhu, but she was reluctant to refuse.
This person may be one of Zhenqing’s business partners or friends, she did not
want to offend them and make Zhengqing lose face. So she smiled and nodded, ‘It
doesn’t matter, let’s eat together.’
Jiaqi happily sat down and hung her bags on the hook provided
at the end of the table. She had to packets of postcards, the same type that Zhengqing
had bought earlier. Jiaqi saw her looking at the post cards, ‘Do you like the
postcards? You can have a pack. My friend sells them; the print quality is very
good. Everytime, I run into her, I buy many packs.’
Huizhu was surprised (Zuben: for the ‘eleventh’ time in the
last hour), her friend? Does she mean Yin Ting?
As Zhengqing listened to their conversation, he wondered what
Yin Ting told her.
It seemed Jiaqi was a regular at the restaurant; the wait
staff greeted her with deferent familiarity and she was able to order her food
quickly without looking at the menu.
There as a beep from his phone informing him of a received
text message, it was Yin Ting: You’re now in a love triangle. I didn’t want the
children to see bad things so I took them elsewhere.
Zhengqing was mollified, what bad things? What love triangle,
ah?! (Zuben: It’s more of a love quadrangle, but hey who’s counting) As he was
trying to reply to Yin Ting, he heard Jiaqi ask Huizhu, ‘So how do you know Qiu
zong?’ as she raised her gla.s.s of water to drink.
Zhengqing looked at Huizhu and she returned his gaze, then
replied, ‘We went to college together,’
Their relationship status wasn’t final. Zhengqing was still
thinking about it, and they were still unfamiliar Huizhu thought it was best to
err on the side of caution.
Jiaqi put her gla.s.s down and laughed, ‘That’s great. I asked
because I am trying to woo Qiu zong, so I thought I should clarify the
relationship. I didn’t want to get into an embarra.s.sing situation.’
Zhengqing and Huizhu were stupefied; they glanced at the each
other. This was rather awkward. Things were really off kilter today. But Huizui
did not falter, she said very politely, ‘Is that so? What a coincidence that I
have the same idea too.’
(Zuben: I raise a cup of tea/gla.s.s of juice/wine/fizzy
water/not so fizzy water/minerals in toast to all you strong go getter women of
the world. This person begs for your energy.)
‘So, ah.’ Jiaqi’s looked and Zhengqing and then turned to
Huizhu and laughed, ‘I can understand that.’
Zhengqing watched both women’s fake smiled and felt very
embarra.s.sed. What was there to understand, this was simply stirring up trouble.
Things were really out of kilter today, just because they had to squeeze in a
date. In the face of the straight-forwardness, he didn’t know how to react.
Unfortunately, he didn’t find these kind of high nosed misses like Qin Yufei
attractive.
In his thirty three years, there have been women who had
considered him, but he had been engrossed in his work therefore did not have
time to consider them. But now, due to Yin Ting red string of love, his peach
blossoms have really blossomed, except it was blossoming into disaster! (Zuben:
It’s only two women; don’t get your panties in a knot. It’s only a disaster if
it was four ¬.¬)
This situation was rather irritating, he could not enjoy it.
Would returning that red string be too excessive?
At this moment, the waiter delivered Zhengqing’s and Huizhu’s
starters.
‘Thank you both for your affection. You’re giving me too much
face, I am very flattered. You are so frank, making me very awkward. Pardon me,
I will eat first.’
Huizhu picked up her cutlery and said to Jiaqi, ‘I will eat
first, pardon me.’
‘Please do,’ Jiaqi said generously.
As they began to eat, Jiaqi looked at their meals, ‘Your
dishes are so simple, are you in a hurry?’
‘I have to go back to work after this,’ Huizhu answered. She
was suddenly glad she didn’t have time today, she really didn’t want to have to
deal with this woman. She was too tired and in no mood.
‘Oh,’ she said, and turned to Zhengqing, ‘Qiu zong?’
‘I have an appointment after,’ he replied. Huizhu was
satisfied, she maintained his face and he maintained hers. He was such a
gentleman, she really liked him.
‘Then eat and do, I will pay,’ Jiaqi said
‘Miss Shen is too kind,’ Huizhu said, but she thought the
young woman was just trying to show off, it annoyed her. She finished her dinner
and looked to see Zhengqing had finished his. She asked him if he was ready
with a look, he gave her a bare nod.
Jiaqi’s side dishes arrived. Zhengqing bid her to take her
time and they would leave first.
‘Lovely, it was nice seeing you. I will be in touch,’ she
said. She wasn’t long winded, so Zhengqing and Huizhu were able to leave
together. Huizhu wanted to pay, but Zhengqing stopped,
‘Don’t be spiteful,’ he said softly.
Huizhu raised an eyebrow and said, ‘If feel like you invited
her to dinner, I’m not happy about it.’
Zhengqing mirrored her expression, ‘But then that’s makes
things even, you haven’t suffered a loss.’
Huizhu could not help but smile, truly, she hadn’t lost. They
got to the parking lot, Huizhu waved goodbye and drove off.
Zhengqing got into his car and breathed a sigh of relief. He
didn’t like this situation; being pursued by two women. He had not factored it
into his plan. If there were two women, he would have to waste more time and energy,
which also meant he had to be determined about Huizhu; whether he wanted to
date or not. But this matter was important, he did not want to sign on the
dotted line carelessly.
For now, he would go to the supermarket. At this point, he
had nothing to react to; the enemy was not moving, so he could not move either
(Zuben: What enemy?). Right, he also needed to correct Yin Ting’s erroneous
idea, he took the matter of friendship between men and women seriously and
earnestly; what love triangle? He was not a chaotic person. She could only
think in chaos.
As he drove, he saw Yin Ting on a street corner (Zuben:
Selling her wares…)
She still had the children with her. The four of them had
lollipops in their mouths. The two girl each held a box of lollipops and the
boy had the box of postcards. The four of them had happy expressions on their
faces. Their bright smiles and c.o.c.ky gait was as though they all had golden
crowns on their heads, not just on the street eating lollipops. (Zuben:
Magical…)
Zhengqing could not help laughing. His time at the
restaurant, it seemed, obviously could not compare to the day that these four
jolly ones had.
He drove past them and beeped his horn. Yin Ting turned at
the sound, seeing him, her expression turned bright. Zhengqing discovered he
was grinning too. Her expression was very funny,
‘Qiu zong elder!’ Yin Ting rushed forward and the children
trailed after her.
Zhengqing opened his car door,
‘You finished your lunch so quickly?’
‘Yes. Did you sell out? Are you on your way back, would you
like me to take you back to the orphanage?’
‘Yes, that would be great,’ Yin Ting replied cheerfully, she
was not being shy. She turned to the children and said, ‘Come in, Uncle Qiu is
going to send us home. We must thank Uncle.’
‘Thank you, Uncle!’ the children chorused. The youngest one
after a moment said, ‘Thank you, car.’
‘You’re welcome,’ Zhengqing answered, ‘The car is also
blunt,’
Yin Ting gave him a light punch in the arm, ‘You are so
serious they well think the car has special powers,’
What special powers? Zhengqing frowned,
‘Like you can talk with the car, and you are interlinked and
such like,’ (Zuben: Wait? He wasn’t trying to make them thing the car can
talk?)
‘Really?’ the little child called Xiao s.h.i.tou [Little Stone] asked,
‘Of course not, Uncle was being kind with Xiao s.h.i.tou
thanking the car, very polite’
‘Oh’ the children chorused settling down, though they felt
regretful.
‘Fasten your seat belt,’ Zhengqing said, as he realised he
could not talk to children as one would an adult. They were somewhat scattered,
and their brain was everywhere thinking everything.
When he heard the click of safety belts, Zhengqing put the
car into gear and drove, ‘Tingting jie jie, can we give Uncle a lollipop to
eat. He has helped us.’
‘But Uncle is driving now, he cannot eat the lollipop. Uncle
can’t eat and drive.’ Yin Ting said helping him decline, he shot her grateful
look.
‘Do you know why sugar is sweet, Uncle?’ Xiao s.h.i.tou asked,
In Zhengqing’s mind, he recalled the chemical composition of
sugar and the structure of the taste buds in the tongue, but the little one did
not wait for him to answer, ‘Because, it wants you to be happy!’ (Zuben: I feel
for you Zhengqing)
The other girl also said, ‘So that when you eat it you will
be happy!’
Zhengqing glanced at Yin Ting, was she the one teaching them
this silliness? (Zuben: Yes)
Then little one asked, ‘Uncle, do you know why the sun is so
far and bright?’
Zhengqing did not want to sort out his knowledge of
astronomy, (Zuben: it would be a silly a.s.s reason anyway), he would really like
to ask Xiao s.h.i.tou to plug her mouth with a lollipop. Of course, he was a
gentlemanly uncle, so he could not ask her to do that.
Of course, Xiao s.h.i.tou answered her own question, ‘The sun
has to be, so we can have a goal.’
An amiable and bright goal? Zhengqing gave Yin Ting a look.
Yin Ting laughed behind her hand, Xiao s.h.i.tou had a really good memory, she
remembered everything.
‘I also have remembered one,’ the older girl said, not to be
outdone, ‘Uncle, do you know why the moon has segments and is curved?’
Zhengqing really wanted to say, “Uncle just wants to send you
home. Uncle does not know.” (Zuben: Why are you torturing Uncle/me, writer?)
But he now has experience, they don’t want him to answer they
want to tell him the answer, Xiao s.h.i.tou b.u.t.t in, ‘Because change will also be
beautiful, so we should not be afraid of change.’ (Zuben: That one is actually
good.)
Zhengqing did not know how he should respond, but they
children had tired of the “Ask Uncle” game and began playing amongst
themselves.
They were quite noisy. He glanced at the through the rear-view
mirror, they were laughing very happily. The sound echoed in the car. He found
Yin Ting staring at him, her eyes were bright, his heart could not help but
jump,
‘They are very lively,’ he said quickly to hide his
discomfiture,
‘Thanks,’ Yin Ting said, smiling sweetly, ‘If you get tired
of the noise I can tell them to be quiet. They are very clever,’
‘No need,’ he said, trying to be calm. He was suddenly
nervous. Back at the restaurant, were those two ladies were doing their
“tug-of-war” he hadn’t been nervous, just embarra.s.sed. It was probably because
the children were noisy and he wasn’t used to it.
Yes, it was because the children made him nervous. (Zuben:
Definitely the children)
Chapter
12: Out of the mouth of babes
There was silence for a little while, the Yin Ting opened her
mouth, ‘How did it go?’
Zhengqing knew she was asking about the restaurant, ‘Nothing
happened. Miss Shen saw us and joined us. We ate together.’
‘Oh,’ was her reply. She looked at the children behind them,
‘Go back and say it,’ (Zuben: ?)
Go back? Zhengqing became somewhat nervous, and say what?
‘Love triangle?’
He could take this opportunity to correct her wrong idea,
since she insisted on discussing it with him. That being said, maybe it was
better not to talk about it. Talking with a little girl about his values on
marriage was very embarra.s.sing, especially Yin Ting, this little girl and her
quirky way of thinking.
‘How old are you?’ he asked. Although, asking in a
straightforward manner seemed very rude.
’24,’ Yin Ting replied without hesitation, she gave him a
smile.
She certainly was a little girl. Most likely recently
graduated from university. Zhengqing adjusted himself in his seat. He did not
want to have to explain that his question had no hidden agenda behind it. She
just seemed really young, younger than Qin Yufei.
Yin Ting, not waiting for him to finish his mental
deliberations, asked, ‘And you’re thirty-three?’
Zhengqing nodded, feeling a bit strange, but he could not pin
point the cause.
‘I saw an article on you on the internet, that’s how I know.’
Yin Ting said with a grin,
Zhengqing was very embarra.s.sed, that financial magazine
article was much exaggerated. But he felt satisfied that she had looked him up,
but also embarra.s.sed. (Zuben: I have written the word embarra.s.sed so many
times, in this last chapter, than I have ever written in my whole life!)
’66 Dashun!’ Yin Tin said suddenly.
‘What?’ Zhengqing did not understand.
‘Your age. Three plus three is six, therefore life would be
smooth,’
What has this got to do with anything, but he asked, ‘How
about when I become thirty four?’
‘Looking forward to that year, where whimsy meets harmony and
happiness,’
Zhengqing smiled; whimsy, harmony and happiness?
‘And thirty five?’ Although, this one would not be too hard,
eight was an auspicious number.
She really did not need to exert herself coming up with
something, ‘You will get rich, and your enterprise is succeeding. You will be a
father at that time.’
Zhengqing laughed in spite of himself. His plan was to marry
in two years, so being a father at thirty five wasn’t a stretch. The rest of
the ages were very easy to collect auspicious tidings, so he asked, ‘How about
forty?’
‘Do you want to wait till then? Won’t you be too old?’
‘…’ Zhengqing was unable to describe the feelings in his
heart, but he suspected his expression was very splendid. It was a pity that he
was concentrating on the road. Yin Ting could only see half his face. She could
not see his shock.
Old age!
What is this ghost?! (Zuben: Chinese thing I am a.s.suming)
Zhengqing did not say anything, Yin Ting tried to placate
him, ‘You’re attaching great importance to this matter. Forty is not old for a
man. For a woman, it is different; you must consider your wife, when child
birth would be very difficult.’
Zhengqing could not bear to look at Yin Ting, ‘Sorry sorry, I
was wrong, I shouldn’t speak of these things. I just thought of you like my
older brother.’
Zhengqing was silent, if her older brother heard this, he
would jump out to call ‘One child is a ghost!’
One can’t be too kind in life or you will always be sad an
heartbroken
Elderly…
Zhengqing decided to talk to the children instead, ‘Kids, how
was the postcard business today?’
‘We sold well!’ the Xiao s.h.i.tou said nodding.
The slightly older boy was also excited, ‘Ting Ting jie jie
calculated, we got enough to feed five children for a week,’
‘More than that,’ the other little girl said, ‘This is just
what we have sold. The other children have gone out to sell as well; we
certainly would get a lot.’
‘Very good!’ Xiao s.h.i.tou said very happily, rounding up the
speech.
Zhengqing frowned, a bit worried and turned to Yin Ting to ask,
‘Is the orphanage short of funds?’
‘Not us,’ the boy said, ‘We are not short of money,’ he said
very proudly.
‘We aren’t short of money!’ Xiao s.h.i.tou said,
‘We are full every day. We have clothes, and can go to
school.’
‘Our homework is done.’
‘There is sugar to eat,’ Xiao s.h.i.tou said, ‘Every child has,
oh. Tingting jie jie said to be fair, everyone has,’
‘We’re helping an orphanage in the rural area to raise
funds,’ Yin Ting said, ‘we want to get the children to do something for other
children, right?’ she asked the children.
They all nodded.
‘Others help us, we help others.’
‘Xiao Han is right,’ Yin Tin said praising the little boy,
He seemed a bit embarra.s.sed, but he loudly declared, ‘I will
study hard, get into university and get the ability to help more people.’
Zhengqing clenched the wheel, thinking of his own lowly beginnings.
His life hadn’t been as miserable as these children’s, at least he had a home
and relatives. He also received many people’s encouragement and help. Though he
regularly donated to the Yongkai charitable fund, he realised he needed to help
someone directly, so he said, ‘Xiao Han, if you work hard and can get into
university, Uncle would help you pay your fees till you finish.’ (Zuben: *Roll
eyes* what about the girls…?)
Xiao Han got excited, ‘I, I will work hard.’
Zhengqing laughed and caught Yin Ting looking at him, her she
was laughing and her expression was sweet. Zhengqing got nervous again, ‘I’m
not just saying, I am serious.’
‘Thank you,’ she said.
They children in the back were cheering for each other.
Zhengqing thought they were cute. Zhenqing looked at Yin Ting; there was still
laughter in her eyes.
Zhengqing was embarra.s.sed (Zuben: again). He cleared his
throat and kept his eyes on the road. He recalled that Yin Ting had told him
that she spent time in ann orphanage playing, it seemed she was very familiar.
She directed him to the orphanage. When they arrived, there
was much jollity and excitement.
Behind them, Yin Ting and Zhengqing watched the melee, he
turned to her retrieving his wallet and took out the rest of the cash he had,
‘Something for the rural orphanage,’
Yin Ting winked and said, ‘You already donated. You bought
two boxes of postcards,’
Zhengqing nodded, ‘A little more wouldn’t hurt,’
Yin Ting smiled at him, she suddenly stepped forward and gave
him a big hug,
‘You’re so kind,’
Was the hug for two seconds or three? Zhengqing was unsure,
only that she let go of him too soon. His body seemed to keep the warmth of her
hug long after she had stepped back,
‘Then I will take it,’ she said sweetly,
‘Very good,’ he said as he handed her the money. She thanked
him, and was about to leave but turned and asked, ‘Do you still have time?’
‘I’m waiting for you,’ he replied. He had time, there was no
problem getting her home. Yin Ting laughed waved at him and ran towards a small
side building.
Zhengqing watched her back as she ran off, thinking of it,
that’s what, actually, uh, as if they were not on the way. (Zuben: This is how
is came out of google translate. I couldn’t make head or tail of it. I a.s.sume
he lost his train of thought watching her b.u.t.t)
He had time.
He felt his clothes being pulled; he looked down to see Xiao
s.h.i.tou standing near him. She smiled up at him and gave him a lollipop,
‘Shushu, you’re not driving now, you can eat.’
She actually remembered! Zhengqing was somewhat touched. He
took the lollipop and tore open the wrapper and popped it into his mouth, Xiao
s.h.i.tou gave a happy smile.
Zhengqing though the sweet was really very good. It can make
people happy.
Why was a sweet sweet? Because, it will make you happy.
Zhengqing ruffled Xiao s.h.i.tou’s head as thanks, and asked,
‘Xiao s.h.i.tou, do you have a name?’
‘My name is Shi Liang. The others said my name is like a
boy’s and laugh at me. But Tingting jie jie said that a gleaming stone is a
gem. So everyone started calling me Xiao s.h.i.tou,’
‘Shu Liang is a very good name,’ he said. His name was also
very good, he could think of a happy meaning, but although he tried, he could
only think of “Please be more serious”, he had certainly been brainwashed. This
was not good, he must find an awe-inspiring meaning to his name.
Xiao s.h.i.tou pulled at his trouser leg, and he squatted to
listen to her. She looked about checking for eavesdroppers, before she said,
‘Xiao Han ge studies earnestly, and his results are good. He will certainly be
admitted into university,’ Xiao s.h.i.tou did not know what university was, but
she thought that is seemed very great.
Zhengqing nodded, ‘This shushu will certainly help him,’
Xiao s.h.i.tou nodded happily and declared, ‘Uncle is very
kind,’ before giving him a hug.
‘I am quite stupid and do not do well in my studies. I think
that I will not be admitted into university, but I will also try hard. Tingting
jie jie said that I do not have to be admitted to university. Do something
else.’
‘What do you want to do?’ he asked
Xiao s.h.i.tou blushed and looked somewhat shy, she looked
around again before saying, ‘I like Xiao Han ge, I want to be his bride when I
grow up,’
Zhengqing was a dumbfounded. He thought that she would say
something like starting a small scale business like opening a shop.
But Xiao s.h.i.tou’s face was red but she was resolute, ‘Tin
Ting jie-ie said that this goal is very good, but Xiao Han ge has to agree. When
we grow up I will ask Xiao Han again.’
Why is the sun so high and so bright? So we must have a goal.
Zhengqing could not help but laugh and held Xiao s.h.i.tou,
‘This goal is good,’ he said a.s.suring the child. But later on, he would try to
encourage her to pursue an enterprise; girls should be independent. But she was
only a little girl now.
Zhengqing saw Yin Ting coming out of the building running
over to him.
Her ponytail swayed, gleaming in the sun. Her face had a
sweet smile, her body full of sunshine (Zuben: cue romantic violins)
Chapter
13: Making a girl cry...
Zhengqing drove Yin Ting home.
It was the second time he had taken her home. It had been
that day when Qin Yufei wanted Yin Ting to help out with Gu Yingjie. Zhengqing
and Yingjie had been in a meeting, but while the formal meeting was done,
Zhengqing and Yingjie still had much to discuss so they had stayed in the
conference room to chat. Yin Ting pa.s.sed by, and invited them out to dinner.
That sort of behaviour was her style, which was, being
tightly hugged by the G.o.d of thoughtlessness.
Nothing makes any sense but behaving as if it did.
Thinking of that day, Zhenqing remembered that Yufei told
him, when she said she hoped that he didn’t misunderstand that Yin Ting liked
him. He had thought that Yin Ting was interested in Yingjie, but now Yufei was
in love with Yingjie.
Zhengqing thought of it more, and decided to carefully probe,
and asked Yin Ting, ‘What do you think of Gu Yingjie?’
‘He is very nice,’ she replied on unabashedly, ‘in my mind
he’s like a prince on a white horse.’
‘…’ Zhengqing did not speak. It seemed like the situation is
really bad. (Zuben: Your situational awareness is bad) Did Yin Ting really like
Gu Yingjie? But Yingjie’s heart belonged to someone else now. If Yin Ting knew,
would she be sad? Would it get awkward between her and Yufei?
Zhengqing remained silent in his thoughts, Yin Ting
continued, ‘I wanted to meet up with Gu Yingjie, but wasn’t able to. He is
still a gentleman. Yufei tried to help me, but their tempers flared, it was
very confusing and awkward. I was also very embarra.s.sed.’
This fool, he thought. Others are getting happy in their
love, you’re being vigorously embarra.s.sed.
Zhengqing felt like he was driven beyond the limits of
forebearance. His head heated up and he found himself blurting out, ‘Yufei told
me she was in love with Gu Yingjie.’
‘What?’ Yin Ting shouted, her eyes wide in surprise.
Zhengqing suddenly regretted his rashness. But words said could
not be returned, and now must be absorbed into the car, or maybe a car accident
would erase things?
‘Yufie and Yingjie in love?’ Yin Ting asked again, her pitch
was high and her tone was surprised.
‘Hmm,’ Zhengqing replied quietly, his eyes fixed to the road.
He drove seriously. He really was bad at a chatting.
‘They are actually dating?’ She repeated, he could not decide
whether she was talking to him or herself.
‘Haha! Great!’ she said suddenly
Zhengqing did a double-take. He was confused.
‘Who won?’
Her tone was sweet, but Zhengqing imagined that Yin Ting
would have an aggrieved expression on her face. He sighed and turned to her,
but it really was not as he imagined. Her eyes were round with excited
curiosity. He’d never noticed she had such beautiful eyes, ah. (Zuben: cue
violins!) He quickly stopped himself, now was not the time to be admiring her
looks.
‘What?’ he asked foolishly. He had forgotten her question.
‘Who chased who? How did they get caught? Who overtook whom?’
she thought he did not understand the slang she was using. (Zuben: I do not
understand the slang you are using.)
‘I don’t know,’ he replied, relaxing. He did not know,
luckily.
‘You really don’t know?’ (Zuben: How is he expected to know?
Is he Yufei’s bosom buddy?)
‘No,’ Zhengqing usually minded his own business. He hadn’t
asked Yufei, it was Yufei spilled the beans, therefore he did not know the
details of their coming together.
‘Take means pursue, everyone knows that.’ She said.
He almost lost control of the car. Where they talking at
cross purposes here? This thoughtless G.o.d could you let go of Miss Yin Ting, a
little looser would be good. So they could have a smooth conversation between
them, ok?
Zhengqing took a deep breath and called upon his patience, ‘I
mean I did not know who ‘took’ who,’
‘…I’m guessing it would have been Yufei,’
‘…’ Zhengqing gave her a look then turned back to the road.
Shouldn’t her expression be anger? Instead it was happy smiles. In the corner
of his eye, he could see Yin Ting take out her mobile, and dial.
‘What is it?’ he did not really want to gossip, but
eventually did not hold back.
‘I wanted to talk to Yufei but it’s the weekend so they must
be out. I don’t want to bother them.’
She really didn’t look angry, ah. But he asked, ‘Are you
okay?’
‘Why do you ask?’ she asked puzzled. She was very well,
wasn’t she?
‘I meant; don’t you like Yingjie?’
‘I did in the past, but he did not like me, so I gave up.’
Zhengqing was silent. He did not know how to reply to that.
More and more, he was sure that he was not suitable to talk to people about
emotional issues. It was better to talk about work and business, less pitfalls.
‘Do you know why a car can turn?’ she asked.
Zhengqing was distracted, he thought she said he should turn
around, so he subconsciously turned when they came to a cross road, then
realised he was asking one of her riddles with weird positive answers. He
looked at Yin Ting out of the corner of his eyes, she had that innocent look on
her face, she looked surprised that he turned,
He sighed and humoured her, ‘Why?’
Yin Ting decided to tell him that he was going the long way,
she replied, ‘Because you can change directions when you end up in a dead end,’
She was trying to say that Yingjie did not like her,
therefore she wasn’t planning on tying herself down with him. She was happy to
find the next big tree. So shallow, do you want to use a dead end to adjust the
atmosphere. Zhengqing wanted to sigh,
‘Which one do you like; Zoe or May?’ She asked.
This time, Zhengqing heaved a great big sigh.
‘Why?’
‘Your conversations are not linked, you jump from one topic
to the other with not connection what so ever.’
‘I do,’ She protested, ‘I said Gu Yingjie did not like me so
I moved on. You have two choices, I am curious which path you intend to take. There
was a connection, it is in the same topic.’
Zhengqing was unable to refute. (Zuben: I can refute!)
After a while, she asked again, ‘Which path do you intend to
take?’
Zhengqing did not want to talk about this with her, but he
thought if he did not answer, she would think he did not want to marry but play
around.
‘Why do you want to know?’ he asked. Regardless of her
answer, he meant to avoid the question.
‘I thought that if we talked about it I could help you make a
choice. After all you’re too proper and serious, your experience with this kind
of situation will be limited. I am different I have quite a lot of experience.’
‘Carrying torches for men who don’t like you is experience?’
as they words came out of his mouth he regretted it. This wasn’t his way,
But she did not care, ‘My multiple failures are experience.
Each defeat is meaningful. Therefore those experiences play a positive role
now.’ She replied. She really had a unique spirit, making persistent and
energetic positive effort.
‘I am a realist, I don’t want too much positivity.’ This
logic was not right, ah, but she won’t notice.
She really didn’t, ‘Don’t look down on the lovelorn. If you
change the point of view, I am not lovelorn. You are the same as me, the
difference is I keep walking ahead and you remain static. In reality, we are
“no-love” allies, it is rather cordial.’
‘…’ she keeps walking her ahead, while he remains still?
No-love allies? It really made no sense yet somewhat reasonable. Zhengqing
pursed his lips. He was unable to refute. (Zuben: I can refute for you if you
want)
He decided to change topic.
‘What are you planning on asking Yufei?’
‘What are you asking?’
‘Did she know you liked Gu Yingjie?’
‘Yeah, but she also knows that I have moved on.’
‘Oh.’
‘She’s so great, it’s nice that she is in love.’
‘Why?’ Zhengqing really did not understand women, shouldn’t
her heart be sour? (Zuben: Why should her heart be sour?)
‘He is a good man, and he is finally in Yufei’s arms. I also
feel proud and elated. May can’t laugh at me anymore.’
Zhengqing was confused; Yufei was in love with Yingjie and
Yin Ting feels proud and elated? (Zuben: Too many ‘Y’ names) Wasn’t she the one
who was after Yingjie, or as she says now she wasn’t after him anymore. Why
can’t Jiaqi laugh at her?
There was never any logic in her conversation. He decided not
to ask again. He feared that the more he asked, the more he would realise that
Yin Ting lived in a world of her own.
He heard her phone receive a text, and the click of her
replying. He drove silently, while wondering what she was thinking. Soon, they
arrived in Yin Ting’s neighbourhood. He parked carefully near her house. She
looked out the window when they came to a stop, she smiled at him and wanted to
say goodbye but Zhengqing suddenly asked,
‘Xiaoting, are you ever sad?’
She hadn’t been sad in the car, returning home she was not
sad, being lovelorn she was not sad, it seemed…nothing made her sad. She really
must eat a few “I am happy everyday” pills every day.
‘Yes ah,’ She answered, ‘I was sad when my mother died.’
Zhengqing was surprised for a moment, ‘I’m sorry,’ he said.
He did not intend to poke a wound.
Yin Ting shook her head, ‘My mother knew she was going to
die, she called me to chuang side. I
cried hard, I had been crying. She said, “My silly child, some things happen.
Crying isn’t going to stop it. You just have to face it. Mom is just going
somewhere else. It is a good opportunity to learn to be independent and brave.
You can do it, Mother will be happy”’ she paused for a bit, the continued, ‘I
didn’t understand at the time, but as I grew up, I slowly began to understand.
I want my mother to be happy,’
She looked at Zhengqing, he saw her eyes were red and tears
hung on the rims. He suddenly really regretted asking her.
‘Mom just changed where she is living. It is just
inconvenient to meet and she cant tell me stories anymore. When I was a child
she told me stories every night. She must be really sad. I should not be sad
right?’
Zhengqing wanted to agree, but Yin Ting sucked in breath and
said, ‘I’m going. Thank you for driving me home,’
Zhengqing did not know what to say to her, as she opened the
door and stepped out.
‘Goodbye,’ she said.
‘Goodbye,’ he returned. The she was gone.
Zhengqing sighed. He remained in a daze. Did she just cry? He
really regretted his words. Why did he bring up this topic? And she cried,
making him feel terrible.
Suddenly there was a dark shadow rapping at the window, he
jumped. It was Yin Ting,
‘I will email you later,’ she said happily, then seemingly full
of energy she ran off.
Zhengqing stared after her, what was the purpose of this
email? He did not understand this girl. He waited for a while, just in case,
she jumped out of nowhere again to give him more details, but she didn’t. He
could not decide if he was disappointed or relieved. Suddenly popping out was
strangely scary, it was nothing to look forward to.
Zhengqing drove home. His large house suddenly felt empty. He
wondered if he should buy more furniture, as he crashed into his sofa. He took
out his phone to see if he had any mail, but there was nothing.
He threw the phone aside. He should take the time to buy new
furniture. Oh d.a.m.n, he forgot to get groceries!
Zuben: There are most likely many typos. Bear with me