Bridget Jones's Diary Part 23
Tuesday 19 September
8st 12 (v.g.), alcohol units 3 (v.g.), cigarettes 0 (too shameful to smoke in presence of healthy young whippersnappers).
Blimey, must hurry. About to go on date with Diet c.o.ke-esque young whippersnapper. Gav turned out to be completely divine, and behaved exquisitely at Alexs dinner party on Sat.u.r.day, flirting with all the wives, fawning over me and fending all their trick questions over our relationship with the intellectual dexterity of a Fellow of All Souls. Unfortunately, I was so overcome with grat.i.tude* in the taxi on the way back I was powerless to resist his advances.** I did, however, manage to get a grip on myself *** and not accept his invitation to go in for coffee. Subsequently, however, I felt guilty about being a p.r.i.c.k teaser,**** so when Gav rang and asked me round to his house for dinner tonight I accepted graciously.*****
* l.u.s.t ** put my hand on his knee *** my panic **** could not stop self thinking d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n!
***** could barely contain my excitement
Midnight. Feel like Old Woman of the Hills. Was so long since had been on a date that was completely full of myself and could not resist boasting to taxi driver about my boyfriend and going round to my boyfriends, who was cooking me supper. Feel like Old Woman of the Hills. Was so long since had been on a date that was completely full of myself and could not resist boasting to taxi driver about my boyfriend and going round to my boyfriends, who was cooking me supper.
Unfortunately, however, when I got there, Number 4 Malden Road was a fruit and vegetable shop.
Do you want to use my phone, love? said the taxi driver wearily.
Of course I didnt know Gavs number, so I had to pretend to ring Gav and find it busy and then ring Tom and try to ask him for Gavs address in a way that wouldnt make the taxi driver think I had been lying about having a boyfriend. Turned our it was 44 Malden Villas and had not been concentrating when wrote it down. Conversation between me and the taxi driver had rather dried up as we drove to the new address. Im sure he thought I was a prost.i.tute or something.
By the time I arrived I was feeling less than a.s.sured. It was all very sweet and shy to start with - a bit like going round to a potential Best Friends house for tea at junior school. Gav had cooked spag bog. The problem came when food preparation and serving were over and activities turned to conversation. We ended up, for some reason, talking about Princess Diana.
It seemed such a fairy tale. I remember sitting on that wall outside St. Pauls at the wedding, I said. Were you there?
Gav looked embarra.s.sed. Actually, I was only six at the time.
Eventually we gave up on conversation and Gav, with tremendous excitement (this, I recall, the fabulous thing about twenty-two-year-olds) began to kiss me and simultaneously try to find entrances to my clothes. Eventually he managed to slide his hand over my stomach at which point he said - it was so humiliating - Mmm. Youre all squashy.
I couldnt go on with it after that. Oh G.o.d. Its no good. I am too old and will have to give up, teach religious knowledge in a girls school and move in with the hockey teacher.
Sat.u.r.day 23 September
9st,, alcohol units 0, cigarettes 0 (v.v.g.), draft replies written to Mark Darcys invitation 14 (but at least has replaced imaginary conversations with Daniel).
10 a.m. Right. I am going to reply to Mark Darcys invitation and say quite clearly and firmly that I will be unable to attend. There is no reason why I should go. I am not a close friend or relation, and would have to miss both Right. I am going to reply to Mark Darcys invitation and say quite clearly and firmly that I will be unable to attend. There is no reason why I should go. I am not a close friend or relation, and would have to miss both Blind Date Blind Date and and Casualt Casualty.
Oh G.o.d, though. It is one of those mad invitations written in the third person, as if everyone is so posh that to acknowledge directly in person that they were having a party and wondered if you would like to come would be like calling the ladies powder room the toilet. Seem to remember from childhood am supposed to reply in same oblique style as if I am imaginary person employed by self to reply to invitations from imaginary people employed by friends to issue invitations. What to put?
Bridget Jones regrets that she will be unable . . .
Miss Bridget Jones is distraught, that she will be unable . . .
Devastated does not do justice to the feelings of Miss Bridget Jones . . .
It is with great regret that we must announce that so great was Miss Budget Joness distress at not being able to accept the kind invitation of Mr. Mark Darcy that she has topped herself and will therefore, more certainly than ever, now, be unable to accept Mr. Mark Darcys kind . . .
Ooh: telephone.
It was Dad: Bridget, my dear, you are coming to the horror event next Sat.u.r.day, arent you?
The Darcys ruby wedding, you mean.
What else? Its been the only thing that has distracted your mother from the question of whos getting the mahogany ornament cabinet and nesting coffee tables since she got the Lisa Leeson interview at the beginning of August.
I was kind of hoping to get out of it.
The line went quiet at the other end.
Dad?
There was a m.u.f.fled sob. Dad was crying. I think Dad is having a nervous breakdown. Mind you, if Id been married to Mum for thirty-nine years Id have had a nervous breakdown, even without her running off with a Portuguese tour operator.
Whats wrong, Dad?
Oh, its just . . . Sony. Its just . . . I was hoping to get out of it too.
Well, why dont you? Hurray. Lets go to the pictures instead.
Its . . . he broke down again. Its the thought of her going with that greasy beperfumed bouffant wop, and all my friends and colleagues of forty years saying cheers to the pair of them and writing me off as history.
They wont . . .
Oh yes, they will. Im determined to go, Bridget. Im going to get on my glad rags and hold my head up high and . . . but . . . Sobs again.
What?
I need some moral support.
11:30 a.m.
Miss Bridget Jones has great pleasure . . .
Ms. Bridget Jones thanks Mr. Mark Darcy for his . . .
It is with great pleasure that Miss Bridget Jones accepts . . .
Oh, for G.o.ds sake.
Dear Mark, Thank you for your invitation to your ruby wedding party for Malcolm and Elaine. I would love to come. Thank you for your invitation to your ruby wedding party for Malcolm and Elaine. I would love to come. Yours, Bridget Jones Bridget Jones
Hmmm.
Yours,Bridget
or just
BridgetBridget (Jones)
Right. Will just copy it out neatly and check spellings then send it.
Tuesday 26 September
8st 13, alcohol units 0, cigarettes 0, calories 1256, lottery tickets 0, obsessive thoughts about Daniel 0, negative thoughts 0. Am perfect saint-style person.
It is great when you start thinking about your career instead of worrying about trivial things - men and relationships. Its going really well on Good Afternoon! Good Afternoon! I think I might have a gift for popular television. The-really exciting news is that I am going to be given a tryout in front of the camera. I think I might have a gift for popular television. The-really exciting news is that I am going to be given a tryout in front of the camera.
Richard Finch got this idea into his head at the end of last week that he wanted to do a Live Action Special with reporters attached to emergency services all over the capital. He didnt have much luck to start with. In fact people were going round the office saying he had been turned down by every Accident and Emergency unit, Police and Ambulance force in the Home Counties. But this morning when I arrived he grabbed me by the shoulders yelling, Bridget! Were on! Fire. I want you on-camera. Im thinking miniskirt. Im thinking firemans helmet. Im thinking pointing the hose.
Everything has been total mayhem ever since, with the everyday business of the days news utterly forgotten and everyone gibbering down the phone about links, towers and OBs. Anyway, it is all happening tomorrow and I have to report to Lewisham fire station at 11 oclock. Im going to ring round everybody tonight and tell them to watch. Cannot wait to tell Mum.
Wednesday 27 September
8st 11 (shrunk with embarra.s.sment), alcohol units 3, cigarettes 0 (no smoking in fire station) then 12 in 1 hour, calories 1584 (v.g.).